I can’t believe that I’m finaly with the person that I have waited almost 2 years for I’m cheassing so hard right now. I don’t care if I’m the only one that dose care 2 person party. Woot! Woot!
This maybe not be some major experience but it feels good and I think if you take alook back you will find a bout a billion happy places in your life. I can think of a couple right now but one place, moment in time, an everyday routine.
As soon as I wake up on the edge of my grandmothers couch, I look across the other couch see my brother or my cousin waking up streching, then I look up to the left I see my aunt Debrah just siting down with her cup of coffee. When I finally get up almost tripping over my grandmas rob I walk to the small kitch where my mother her twin and my granma are sitting my aunt cooking my mom and grandma drinking there coffee. I go in and get a good cup too.
Depending on what day it is there either watching the Today show in the morning or there soaps yelling at the t.v. moments like those when there is no posible conflict no thought of anything bad. Its just comfort. Being around people who have mutual love and knowing nothing bout today is gonna change. Its being contempt in the morning at my grandma’s house.
Lol the song Hit’em Up by Tupac is so damn funny especialy the end. “fuck you die slow” thats the song I get hype to. Ha
So I was talking with my aunt the other day about things have happend in my life and she tells me im strong. I didn’t have a response to what she said. Now thinking about what we talked about and what she said, I realize that you cant break people thats been broken and strong people break too. My question is can you be broken and strong?